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[aid] => mick
[title] => A Deep Sadness
[time] => 2006-04-23 21:35:04
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[bodytext] => There is a deep sadness that resides in my heart, and an empty darkness has captured my soul. Only one-quarter of moonlight is shining tonight, as my dog licks the rim of his empty bowl. Everything in life seems so dull, life has lost its luster, and I sit in this room filled with emptiness. I am no longer the corporate hustler. There only stands a man who is seeing the grim reality of all this nothingness. Sad songs running through my head as I lie and listen to them on my bed. My eyes stare into the night, looking into a black void, hells angels are grinning, happy that my spirit is dead. Memories flash back to me of all the people I knew happy and wed. My mind travels to far of lands, seeing the children of the 3rd world malnourished, simply all under fed. Life no longer has meaning, yet I use to feel it did, now I pass through every day simply longing for something more. Aimlessly I walk this earth, feeling like a washed up whore. Why should I live, if so how, and what for? Trace my past and you could see a heart of love so vast. In my child like innocence I loved everyone and everything. Then my life was turned upside down something inside me snapped, now I can’t seem to bring myself back. Only falling forever like in my dream, I hit the ground wake up and smack! I’m brought back into life’s reality, its’ cruel intentions, no one to trust, help me loose this deep sadness, before my life turns into a bad history fact. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 227 [topic] => 32 [informant] => midnightwriter [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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