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[bodytext] => I have made so many mistakes in life
I look back and have so much regret It actually consumes my daily thinking I try to look ahead and see the good in all But I wish I could erase some bad moments Some parts of my life are secrets I have never told anyone who perhaps I really am For you tell who you are through the past Does that make me a liar or just someone who hides The darkness and monsters of my own closet I wish I could open up but I have no handles Some parts of my life are secrets Everyone has bad encounters but I feel mine are so huge That no one would even understand So I choose not to tell things to anyones ears Their ears might bend at my past and bend so they do not hear I feel alone and weighed down, what do I do Some parts of my life are secrets When a person walks past me and looks at me Does that person see inside me or right through me Or is God whom I only share life with I wish for one day I could be someone else To see what they have to go through Some parts of my life are secret It gets so bad that each day I hate myself for mistakes or bad decisions that ended me with grief Events I will never live down Is this really my life and the way its supposed to be I put my head down in shame and sorrow I have chains to my life and they will never become free Some parts of my life are secret I wish my pillow would assure me that I was the victim It's feathers are too soft and too forgiving The firm mattress keeps me awake And my stare in a mirror makes me feel it's all my fault I try to convince myself with no help but to no advance Some parts of my life are secret Did I put myself up for what I got Are my dreams my dreams for mistakes If they are I never want to sleep again Images too costly for freedom and health Insomnia please go away Some parts of my life are secret You dragon with fire stop burning my page Each corner has been curled in I have left and right arms and legs but they are bundled in I have no direction to go in for I suffer from pride and I wish it was humility If I do not love myself how can I love others Some parts of my life are secret My showers are chilled for a reason Every inch is pierced with sharp pain To release me from the heat in my body And I can finally feel clean Then why do I still feel so dirty Some parts of my life are secret The bruises are no longer there to show anyone for proof No more cuts, bleeding, and physical pain But as I sit I feel I have lost all dignity To the world but still nobody knows That I have a mask not a face Some parts of my life are secret I didn't want my life to go this way You wrecked it for me and I'm left with complaints You took complete advantage of a young girl so naive and dumb founded to life You got the whole package didn't you You knew what you were doing and I had no clue but I should have known better Some parts of my life are secret I will never get it back It was something precious to me and sacred I was never able to share it with someone who deserved me And it was nothing to you You are nothing but deadly pollution Some parts of my life are secret Stars above me radiantly shine at night I wish that I was one of them in the heavens And I could guide others to avoid pain And rest in mid air to have all the space I need And then I would feel free Some parts of my life are secret I have made so many mistakes in life I look back and have so much regret It actually consumes my daily thinking I try to look ahead and see the good in all But I wish I could erase some bad moments Some parts of my life are secrets [comments] => 1 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Vixen99 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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