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[aid] => mick
[title] => and yet i dont understand
[time] => 2006-04-16 21:21:49
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[bodytext] => sitting here trying to cry, why cant i cry? am i really that numb inside? i've been like this for years. why have i excepted this as the norm of life? am i really that needy for exceptence? No, its time for a new chapter in my life. April 05, 2006, your my new chapter, your my new life. i still have those fears. but dont we all? those fears of hurt... i dont think you'd hurt me.... i cant see you doing such a thing. but its still a constent fear. still a hurtfull thought. i'm only human. those fears wont fade. but hopefully with you thay will lift...... [comments] => 0 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 48 [informant] => fake_emptyness [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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