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[sid] => 118211
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I'D RATHER BE DEAD
[time] => 2006-04-12 15:48:18
[hometext] => im just sick of livin
[bodytext] => Everyday i wake up i just wanna reach for the razor life just has no meaning to me anymore i just wanna feel the blood leave my body one more time i miss that sick feeling i got when i cut to deep my hand is shaking as i move the blade closer to my wrist my bestfriend almost died from this what am i thinking no one cares anyway blood starts pooring from my arm i scream and move the blade along a second time i drop to my knees praying to do it again but someone walks in blood still dripping from my arm i try and hide but i can't breath and am about to die thanking the heavens for what i have done my roomates walks in and notices what i have done it's to late i yell i'm dieing and i want to go to hell she trys and saves me but she just can't win what did you think would happen when you walk in 5mintues to late on one of your friends [comments] => 1 [counter] => 225 [topic] => 72 [informant] => Tiffyo4 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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