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[sid] => 117925
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => i thought i was done
[time] => 2006-04-08 05:24:27
[hometext] => well i like this guy jesse but i am too scared to like him, or anyone for that matter, i dont even know who i am. i dont mean to offend with my language i cant help expressing myself with these words
[bodytext] => I freaking thought I was done You tell me that I’m pretty; I’m the one I fall for all your charm and wit I’m delusional for thinking I could handle this ***** I am scared out of my ******* mind I want to run far away, I want to out-run time Maybe I wont have to commit If I tell you the truth, I am really scared of it I fear to be crazy and in love like all those stupid whores I want to be sane like I was when I was puking in bowls When I was on things I couldn’t pronounce When I got so drunk, that I thought I could bounce When I jumped off that house with all my stupid friends And john broke his leg when it hit that stupid fence But he was too big for me and Michelle to carry I went to get help while I was laughing, it was scary But I was so numb and didn’t notice I was caught Trespassing and being arrested couldn’t get me out Get me out of this life that was full of mistakes Let me do’ over all those times I was baked If I could learn how to live normal when I was young Maybe I wouldn’t be scared to hear words roll off your tongue I wouldn’t be scared to love your stupid face I wouldn’t be scared to leave this world without a trace But I don’t want to break your heart I care too much I don’t know why, I don’t even like like myself much [comments] => 3 [counter] => 186 [topic] => 48 [informant] => candyistoo-sweet [notes] => Edited due to the use of bad language. Please remember that this is a family site and children may be reading. - Moderator_16 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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