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Array ( [sid] => 116291 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => What am i doing [time] => 2006-03-12 14:39:24 [hometext] => [bodytext] => What am I doing
What the ***** going on

this isn’t like me
leading him on

but im not thinking
or the times I do I pull away

he’s so confused
looking at me “please stay”

why do I keep doing this
as soon as it ends I can see

that im playing with his emotions
someone’s going to get hurt and its not me

plus inside all this madness
I like someone else

why must I keep doing this
am I attempting to punish myself

cause it kills me to hurt him
I can see it all now

I must try and stop this
the only question is how

because in those moments
I think it might just be ok

but after its over
it wont stand the light of day

cause it was just another act
another lie to myself

this is driving me crazy
questioning my mental health

what am I doing
I know this is wrong

but time after time
I keep playing along

but as soon as were home
things will go back the same

he will look over at me
and wonder am I insane

maybe I am
that’s the only thing I can see

to continue this game
that hurts him and hurts me

I know I must stop this
I will find some way

but until then I warn you
JUST STAY AWAY [comments] => 2 [counter] => 198 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Amazon [notes] => |||||||Edited for profanity. ♦Moderator_14♦||||||| [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
What am i doing

Contributed by Amazon on Sunday, 12th March 2006 @ 02:39:24 PM in AEST
Topic: EmotionalPoetry



What am I doing
What the ***** going on

this isn’t like me
leading him on

but im not thinking
or the times I do I pull away

he’s so confused
looking at me “please stay”

why do I keep doing this
as soon as it ends I can see

that im playing with his emotions
someone’s going to get hurt and its not me

plus inside all this madness
I like someone else

why must I keep doing this
am I attempting to punish myself

cause it kills me to hurt him
I can see it all now

I must try and stop this
the only question is how

because in those moments
I think it might just be ok

but after its over
it wont stand the light of day

cause it was just another act
another lie to myself

this is driving me crazy
questioning my mental health

what am I doing
I know this is wrong

but time after time
I keep playing along

but as soon as were home
things will go back the same

he will look over at me
and wonder am I insane

maybe I am
that’s the only thing I can see

to continue this game
that hurts him and hurts me

I know I must stop this
I will find some way

but until then I warn you
JUST STAY AWAY




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Re: What am i doing (User Rating: 1 )
by drtylilsecret on Sunday, 12th March 2006 @ 07:30:26 PM AEST
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simple, but it all flowed perfect, i loved it, and good luck figuring it all out.

~natalya


Re: What am i doing (User Rating: 1 )
by Jim-Torres on Thursday, 8th June 2006 @ 12:26:44 PM AEST
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good wright. alot of confusion on why we do things that doesn't make any sense.




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