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[sid] => 115812
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => DONT LET ANYONE KNOW (suicide)
[time] => 2006-03-04 09:30:57
[hometext] => *true account of what happend to me yesterday when i OD'ed*
[bodytext] => ********************************************* This poem is nothing special I know this as I write but this poem, it will explain whats going on in my life Just yesterday it was I made a very big choice a choice to end my suffering a choice to end my life It was just to much to handle Another break in my heart I couldn't take it any longer it was just too torn apart I really tried to fight it tried not to let the pain win but its so hard to win that fight alone without any help from a friend It started with the cutting just like all the times before but it ended with the state police breaking down my door I took a bunch of sleeping pills after I slashed up my skin I washed them down with vodka this is where the fight would begin I tried so hard to stay awake so hard to fight the pain but with all the pills and alcohol my effort was all in vain when they talked to me I tried to lie pretend that i was fine but I couldn't walk, I couldn't talk I guess that was the sign They told took my arm and said with them I really have to go what was gonna happen to me? I honestly didn't know. They hooked me up to a bunch of machines and shoved a tube down my throat. They stuck the needles everywhere as the charcoal slowly slid down, and my head began to float. I couldn't believe this was happening. Why'd they have to come? Surely just a little longer and i would have been gone. I layed there in the hospital bed alone, no one around. It hurt me so, why if no one cares anyways why did they have to keep me above ground? why couldn't they just let me go release me from my pain why must I go on living a life I live in vain But here I am now, the very next day And I'm writing to let all of you know that if really do want to end your life DON'T LET ANYONE KNOW! Copyright©2006 Amanda Hope Indelicato ********************************************** I say dont let anyone know cuz the reason they came is cuz a friend of mine knew i was upset and wanted to die, so she called them on me, even thou i begged her not to, she promised she didnt, but aparently she lied......... [comments] => 3 [counter] => 219 [topic] => 36 [informant] => bethers_is_my_baby [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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