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[aid] => mick
[title] => Out in the open
[time] => 2006-02-21 17:08:45
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[bodytext] => I always think about... How I'm never good enough How I'm not pretty enough How everyone else is better when I'm not How I could've done something differently Why do I always do this to myself? Why can't I keep asking myself these quetions? Why can't I just let it be Why can't I ever be satisfied People look at me and they see this happy girl Which I actually am.. But in my head.. ...All there is, is chaos A chaos where I find myself fighting against..Me What I never wanted anyone to know.. What I am ashamed to say.. What I am afraid to say.. Is all out in the open [comments] => 1 [counter] => 161 [topic] => 65 [informant] => Gigi_15 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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