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[sid] => 115021
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Loathing Myself
[time] => 2006-02-18 21:36:47
[hometext] => i wrote these two peoms a long time ago and now i've put them together...
[bodytext] => I fear looking in The mirror Not understanding Why I'm still here Not understanding the facts My life's so unclear Why is it so unfair? So I sit for hours And just stare Until my mind tricks me into thinking I'm not there Then I snap back to reality Finally figure out this person Really isn't me This make-up These clothes Never who I wanted to be Its so fake But why do I loathe me? Words will never express All that I'm going through Artform can never stress What I'm going to do Since no one's here to share My life with Breathing, living impared Nothing to hold on with Loneliness takes Its final toll My body shakes As does my soul It's all the same And its the lack of control Tricking me to think I'm truly something specail I should just leave I will just go But I would like to believe I can have more to show Than just a few fading memories I wish...it wasn't me I loathed [comments] => 2 [counter] => 161 [topic] => 61 [informant] => SmileSkinDeep [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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