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[aid] => mick
[title] => Always There
[time] => 2006-02-15 02:24:20
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[bodytext] => You don't know what to do You hate yourself so much everybody is against you there's noone you can trust you drag blades down your wrists you bleed away the pain and a couple hours later it's back driving you insane you take down all the mirrors and tightly lock your door Who wants to see this ugly face? Certainly not me anymore You have always felt so lost You once hoped you'd find a way but this world is not for you your exsistance a mistake the scars tell of your pain vividly they express feelings of lonliness,anger,guilt depression,self-loathing,stress Unsure why it helps to rip apart your veins but you don't really care and you don't complain it's the only thing that matters the only thing that works each day you cut deeper deeper so it hurts Am I really supposed to believe in love? another four lettered word for lie Why should I bother to smile? When all a smile is is a disguise So you go on and tear out my heart I don't really care people only stick around so long but my blade is always there. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 244 [topic] => 13 [informant] => gurlg0newr0ng [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 18 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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