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[sid] => 114444
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Outside but Still In
[time] => 2006-02-07 18:33:26
[hometext] => I wrote this when I was lost in my life and I was confused because I didn't think that there was anything I could do about the person who I had become. Enjoy!
[bodytext] => I'm here but lost. I know who I am but I forgot. I found a purpose but I'm still searching for a meaning. I'm protesting but still agreeing. I'm alive but dead. I'm thinking but I can't feel my head. I'm still there but I've already returned. I can't feel the fire but I'm getting burned. I'm in a crowd but I'm alone. I'm in my bed but I'm not at home. It is growing but has already diminished. I continue one but it's already been finished. I speak the truth but scream the lies. It rains on me even during clear skies. Day feels like night. I do wrong when I mean right. I am numb but still seem to feel. My wounds are closed but still won't heal. I stepped outside but still feel in. It's impossible to lose but I just can't win. I'll keep trying even when it's done. They think it's over but it's only just begun. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 184 [topic] => 61 [informant] => darkstarsk8er1989 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 13 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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