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[sid] => 113307
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Dear Mom
[time] => 2006-01-17 02:13:55
[hometext] => this is a letter i wrote to my mom tonight.
[bodytext] => DO you know what it feels like to have your mother,theone you lovem ore then anything in the world,kick u when ur down, when ur ready to give up on this life,end it all,for her to just cuss at u & say boo hoo.& make fun of you. Does she even realize how close ive been to leaving this world forever? well tomorrow im leaving. i know i cant survive without her. but im gonna have to try i cant be treated the way i am. i cant be made to feel so dumb,so useless. But i know im useless. I dont need it to be rubbed in constently i would say your taking me for granted,but what is there to take for granted. i dont understand why everyone always tells me oh its all about me ohh poor brittney when its never about me.never. it hasnt been about BRITTNEY in years & years. so i dont wnna hear that. please dont tell me you love me or pray to God How much you lvoe me when im gone, uv'e proven to me tonight just how much u "love" me all i want,is a family,who loves me,& SHOWS it. I want you,the way u were b 4 i had summer,i Dont want tohave a kid,Im 16. this will never happen. so what can i do? i could face it. but my "family" makes it hard to do. everyone does. theres nothin else to say i love u but obviously u dont love me back. so goodbye. ps:i missu,imiss our relationship b 4 i had her... i loved u,more then anything & still do,justn ot with the love in return [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 23 [informant] => poetrysavesme [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FamilyPoems )
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