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[sid] => 11317
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Why Try?
[time] => 2003-01-26 06:20:00
[hometext] => just something i wrote in juvey after my nervous breakdown and arrest.
[bodytext] => every cry for help, ignored
i begin to fade away i didn't ask to be born but now that i'm here who's asking me to stay? misunderstood and shunned for differences i can't control "they" don't see me as a person but, as a monster with no soul despite "their" hatred, i carry on although, i don't know why for, though they smile and say "i love you" i know it's all a lie i'm sickened by my self-pity and how i rarely make a stand "they" think that i'm sick "they" all call me crazy but "they" won't even try to understand and if i ever give up, just to be left alone with my pain "their" hatred may find other targets but, the scars will always remain [comments] => 1 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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