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[sid] => 112614
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Happiness
[time] => 2006-01-05 15:03:02
[hometext] => Just something I wrote about a year ago...
[bodytext] => Why does the happiness around me, make me want to scream? The happiness around me, I think I could vomit.. Why can't I have what everyone else has? I want to be happy, like I used to be.. I can't take it anymore, it's driving me insane.. I'm so stressed out, over all this happiness.. I want to lie in bed all day, never to get up.. Why does all this bother me so much? I want what others have, all that love and happiness.. I want to be happy, to laugh and joke.. I'm tired of crying all the time, over my insanity.. I can be happy like they are, but I can't do it by myself.. I want what they have, to feel loved and missed.. I want to kno how happy I can be, how happy I want to be.. Can I ever be happy again? Can I feel the love and happiness? Can anyone make me that happy again? I want to be happy again, like I once was........ [comments] => 2 [counter] => 179 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Tigger25 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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