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[sid] => 112315
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Laid Back On a Table for All to See
[time] => 2005-12-30 20:48:16
[hometext] => I think I'm getting more addicted the less I do it.
[bodytext] => I'm not allowed to kill I'm told it's wrong to rape. Because inflicting damage on others, Is no right that I can take. What about myself? I ask, trying to find someone I'm able to harm. No, wrong, bad, disgusting, stupid, What I hear. Saying that hurts them too. So then aren't they hurting me but not letting me hurt? If this is coherent, and you can understand Tell me how to get this from out of you. Must I have no bonds with anyone To fulfill my bloody lusts? Or do I let them control, And be taken over by love of life? Barely is this a poem, Nearly it's over. But I've one last thing to say, Before I kill it all away. The hurt you give me inside, Is far worse than what I'd do to myself, Sitting here throwing a rubberband up and down against my wrist, Too in love to hurt Too afraid of being happy, Stuck between an endless rift, Hoping to get out somehow, If only I cut would it help? I don't get it, I can't understand a thing, All I get is urges inside, That tell me when to sleep. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 224 [topic] => 72 [informant] => assassinatorgirl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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