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[sid] => 11138
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Here I Am Again
[time] => 2003-01-24 15:20:00
[hometext] => I wrote this poem because I have been struggling with bulimia for a couple years, and I like to write what I feel. Bulimia is a repetitive act for me, and that is what I was trying to express.
[bodytext] => Here I am again Crouched undeniably beside the toilet bowl Tears streaming down my angelic face Here I am again Putting myself through more misery My blood covered hands trembling unstoppably Here I am again Trying to rid myself of everything inside me My quiet whimpers becoming loud sobs of desperation Here I am again Hating and rejecting my imperfect body My stomach twisting in knots almost unbearably Here I am again Not realizing how badly I'm hurting myself My body becoming weak and completely useless Here I am again Telling myself that I cannot take the abuse any longer Realizing I will lose the battle if this insanity doesn't end [comments] => 1 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Fiona [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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