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[sid] => 110555
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The Battle
[time] => 2005-11-29 01:38:34
[hometext] => i had a problem with drugs about a year and a half ago. i wrote this when i was getting off of it
[bodytext] => In this body I am trapped, I try my hardest not to look back. So many memories, my old life calls, But if I turn around, I shall surely fall. I tell myself that I am strong, But still, for my old life I long. I don't want to, I can't help myself, God please help me, it makes me someone else. I am not who I really want to be, But it changes my soul, takes control of me. I try to tell myself I don't need that life, So why does it keep stabbing me like a knife? I want it, I need it.... I hate it, I gotta beat it... I love it, I breathe it... **** that ****, I don't need it... I battle with myself every single day, Do I keep living life, or do I let the heroin have its' way? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 196 [topic] => 13 [informant] => onedysturbdchick [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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