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[aid] => mick
[title] => Away
[time] => 2005-11-16 13:38:52
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[bodytext] => listening to that same sad song my radio seems to skip pills from trying to overdose lies here beneath my feet drinking until the moon shines it glare in to my window i'm scaring myself half to death because i never can here my heart beat tears roll down my face please tell me do you care all these things are weighting me down for a reason or another people want me to share i've been running away for so damn long oh god please help me now i realize i'm weak never the less that strong i find it hard to love someone else because its hard loving myself i'm not trying to push away because i would love hardly if my clouds weren't full of gray mommy listen to me good you have brought me down so much i can't remember the last time i hug you and felt your touch its like a shadow repeating itself on my wall oh God help me before i fall daddy i tried to love hard as i could but i gave up just like in any sport like i always would sorry for the pain i caused i loved so many people but in a time of my own i had just got lost a Angel once but her hands on my shoulder, but Jesus i can feel the pain more as i get older struggling day by day are any clear clouds out by my way been used for so much money, sex, cars and any other golds i touch i have lost so many friends i realize most were there for to pretend let me sleep while i'm wide awake please tell is this a dream when i was young i never picture at all this seen falling apart like a broken glass drinks by drink and i'm not ready to pass but God if you hear me, please tell who going to save me while i'm wide awake tell me who's going to be there tell me who is going to care am i alone on this throne i'm crying out to you Lord, i'm crying out for you crying, crying, crying out for you please wash this pain away [comments] => 2 [counter] => 200 [topic] => 32 [informant] => seci [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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