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[aid] => mick
[title] => A Long Time
[time] => 2005-11-11 23:58:36
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[bodytext] => It’s been over two months since I have written A large portion of that time we weren’t even speaking He still claims it was not because he was angry But I don’t think I would have taken the email I sent him so lightly Then again I am more sensitive and emotional than most All the warning signs are there He didn’t become “confused” about me until there was a possibility of another man This shows issues of control Or, “I don’t want you, but I don’t want anyone else to have you either” He flat out says he is a “disservice” to me This shows a sign of a conscience Considering he knows that I have feelings and that he doesn’t Whatever excuse it is The result remains the same In his eyes: “I don’t love you” But it’s OK to mess around My question: Why? His response: Well, because you’re there I am easy access Just because I choose to live in the emotional world Does not mean that I am not logical This is my choice and therefore my fault I have been careless with my heart I am a brilliant girl And the empress of excuses Yet, I know what I have to do Now it is just a matter of following through Oh Lord – Give me strength To love myself To quit making excuses To say no And do what is right for me [comments] => 0 [counter] => 170 [topic] => 65 [informant] => EsotericWsdm4 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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