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[sid] => 109513
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => cheat
[time] => 2005-11-11 05:33:34
[hometext] => being in love with someone else while in a relationship
[bodytext] => I don't really think of you when you're not around I forget to pay attention like a day without sound you saved me when I wanted, when I needed it most I couldn't leave the space behind, I had his ghost I'm not ugrateful, I have handed you my time even in your arms sometimes I wish he was mine you heard all about it, you lent an ear you know I love him, me leaving you is your greatest fear It's been three weeks since I left your side to be by him it hurts us both that I wanted to hold onto him still you stay, knowing you're in second place as I sleep in my own room, dreaming of his face I'm just a little bitter, sometimes you can see it, too you stand by my side asking me what can you do I was there to touch his body, free his mind I gave all I had but rejection's so unkind I've left you many times to try to know myself it's hard you're right beside me and you watch my health I cut myself to lose the pain I have inside self mutilation's just another place to hide I found the knives behind our recycles, hidden well you try sink down to save me from my personal hell I wish he'd change his mind, come back into my sight but he never shows, I give up and say 'goodnight' [comments] => 1 [counter] => 194 [topic] => 48 [informant] => sara7dryad [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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