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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I'm A Disease
[time] => 2005-10-28 18:52:22
[hometext] => I wrote this when I had some free time,which was in Science class when I was supposed to be taking notes. Anyway, please review.
[bodytext] => Do have to stare at me With those cold, lifeless eyes That seem to scream at me Suprise , suprise. Why can't I make you happy? Do you change your needs on purpose When I get so close to fulfilling them? Why am I not good enough? Don't you see? I'm a disease! I must, I need to go This is why I write this note. I killed a spirit So wild and free After she tried To humiliate me. Now these bright blue eyes Are dull and gray and dim I feel like I have completed The devil's whim. So now I'm slicing my wrists Cutting my throat. If I was a princess I'd jump into a moat. But I'm not, so I guess I'll have to jump Off a building Or a cliff. Can't anyone see the pain I feel ? I wanted this to be a dream And not be real. I guess this is what Losing you brings My dear twin brother You are with our father and mother. Please, God, don't blame me I didn't mean to be bad I'm just sad I'm a disease. I'm a disease without a cure. Watchout, You don't want to catch me. I'm like lonliness. I'm like depression. I'm like death, darkness,and doom. I'm a stupid teen statistic. I killed myself So long ago I'm telling you Only to get rid of the pain. It pounded on me Hard and fast I had to make it go away Or I wouldn't have last. Can you blame me really? For being sick of my life? It was really messed ujp. And so was I. I'm like suicide. I'm like drugs. I'm an addiction You can't seem to get rid of. So now I'm desperate To stop you from this fate. Don't kill yourself, it's bad. I found out too late. But I also want to Encourage you to stop the pain. When it pounds on you like rain Just pray to God. Please help me Please save me Don't let me be. I can't help who I am. I have to be me. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 209 [topic] => 72 [informant] => flamingblade [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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