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[aid] => mick
[title] => Number One Fan
[time] => 2005-10-28 08:16:41
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[bodytext] => After everything my mother has taught me, you would think that I would have a clue But I don’t Still trying to seek happiness through other human beings Running as far and as fast away from personal responsibility as possible But I hate to be alone I panic I get depressed And I starve myself from happiness that I deserve when I am alone I understand the difference between being introverted and extroverted But this goes beyond that I want to be happy without the aid of other people I don’t want to be co-dependant anymore I see there is a difference But I can’t figure out how to self-heal and how to trust myself I guard and protect other’s feelings with my life But I toss my own aside like dirty laundry Perhaps the first step in this long journey is to teach myself how to believe that I am important That I am beautiful That my feelings count That I should be my number one fan [comments] => 2 [counter] => 151 [topic] => 65 [informant] => EsotericWsdm4 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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