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[sid] => 108543
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I thought
[time] => 2005-10-26 22:27:41
[hometext] => I wrote this just writing
[bodytext] => Here I am with my tears in my eyes Crying because of all the stupid lies I believen for so long I thought I was strong but you proved me so wrong when you decided you didn't feel the way you use too , I loved you , I love you still ,but you know longer feel the way I feel I tried to ask why but all I got was a "Good-bye" and Have a nice life, I walk around trying to believe im gonna be okay but it has only been one day it was I say but the truth is I dont know if I will ever be the same , the pain cuts me like a knife to the heart when I think about us being apart it breaks my heart all over again , I walk in to a state where I don't wanna be , when i keep being reminded over and over you know longer Love me like the way I love you , I lost myself in this state of mind of believeing that you will call to tell me your sorry and you want to try again but I know we won't be together , that forever doesn't last , that forever isn't real , I try to tell myself its okay its not big deal it wasn't ment to be but when i close my eyes all i see is you and me , I watch myself fall apart with my broken heart that you created and I can't stop crying everytime I think about the love we had , How the hell did you make me feel so damn sad is what I keep asking over and over in my head , Its been awhile now least I think it is my nights seem longer my days much sadder my evenings no longer exsist my life has been you and I don't know what to do I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME AS MUCH AS I LOVED YOU [comments] => 1 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 32 [informant] => farraheash [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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