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Array ( [sid] => 108464 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Strive To Die [time] => 2005-10-25 21:35:42 [hometext] => something based on what my friend was feeling before she finally cut deep enough... R.I.P. Anna [bodytext] => Maybe I'm too tough to do it,
Try and try as I might the blade won't cut deep enough,
I can bring blood I can cause myself pain, but it's never enough,
I want this to end... God end this life that has turned out to be sh*t,

Rope tied tight against my throat,
One end tied to the door,
I'm pulling tight as I lie on the floor,
Let me die let me die, I plead he just won't,
I feel my face swell my eyes get big,
My lips are swollen,
My breathing is hard... this is maybe finally God has taken mercy on me,
I hold my breath pulling tighter I can feel my windpipe being crushed,
This is it.... please let this be it,
What the hell I'm still here what more can I do?
I cry and beg... God please kill me now I don't want this anymore I'm too tired of fighting end it now pleeeease?

Yet I live another day,
I wake up thinking this is it this has to be the day,
Maybe I'll gain some inner strength and pull tight enough this time,
Maybe that blade will sever my artery this time,
Please let this be the day,
Please end my misery today? [comments] => 7 [counter] => 265 [topic] => 72 [informant] => BehindHazelEyes [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
Strive To Die

Contributed by BehindHazelEyes on Tuesday, 25th October 2005 @ 09:35:42 PM in AEST
Topic: self-harmpoetry



Maybe I'm too tough to do it,
Try and try as I might the blade won't cut deep enough,
I can bring blood I can cause myself pain, but it's never enough,
I want this to end... God end this life that has turned out to be sh*t,

Rope tied tight against my throat,
One end tied to the door,
I'm pulling tight as I lie on the floor,
Let me die let me die, I plead he just won't,
I feel my face swell my eyes get big,
My lips are swollen,
My breathing is hard... this is maybe finally God has taken mercy on me,
I hold my breath pulling tighter I can feel my windpipe being crushed,
This is it.... please let this be it,
What the hell I'm still here what more can I do?
I cry and beg... God please kill me now I don't want this anymore I'm too tired of fighting end it now pleeeease?

Yet I live another day,
I wake up thinking this is it this has to be the day,
Maybe I'll gain some inner strength and pull tight enough this time,
Maybe that blade will sever my artery this time,
Please let this be the day,
Please end my misery today?




Copyright © BehindHazelEyes ... [ 2005-10-25 21:35:42]
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Re: Strive To Die (User Rating: 1 )
by Former_Member on Tuesday, 25th October 2005 @ 09:43:48 PM AEST
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I'm sorry for your loss.


Re: Strive To Die (User Rating: 1 )
by Sinfullilmissmuppet on Tuesday, 25th October 2005 @ 09:45:00 PM AEST
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That was so raw
I could just feel the emotion in it
It scared me how much i could relate
this poem should make people think twice
till next time
emz


Re: Strive To Die (User Rating: 1 )
by enigma on Tuesday, 25th October 2005 @ 10:45:55 PM AEST
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...dear Anna.......definitely at a loss for words...

a brother,

enigma


Re: Strive To Die (User Rating: 1 )
by crazy on Wednesday, 26th October 2005 @ 05:10:17 PM AEST
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sorry for your loss but i think this shows how you feel when your in this situation very well
i asked the same questions
i never got any answers
so i think its just some one paying games with ours lives
they will get much enjoyment out of our pain
this is one poem i will tell my friends to rea cause they have been through the same even more then me
i loved it so much sadness in it brings back my feelings


Re: Strive To Die (User Rating: 1 )
by upomik on Wednesday, 26th October 2005 @ 08:45:58 PM AEST
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i can really relate to this...thankz for writing


Re: Strive To Die (User Rating: 1 )
by flamingblade on Wednesday, 26th October 2005 @ 09:15:01 PM AEST
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i feel you. i too have had a friend who comitted suicide and i still feel hoorble. like i could have stopped it . glad you had enough courage to post it.


Re: Strive To Die (User Rating: 1 )
by aprilrose on Thursday, 27th October 2005 @ 03:58:50 AM AEST
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what a sad loss so much pain and yet chilling defenetly makes a person think twice
i can feel so much emotion it is like i am there , aprilrose




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