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[sid] => 107828
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Roam
[time] => 2005-10-16 06:17:03
[hometext] => I dont know if this is a good one or not but its how i feel
[bodytext] => Pain seems to stay in my mind, no love for me to ever find. No mother that I call my own, she abandons and leaves me all alone. A father who detests me so much, he never tries to keep in touch Mom always filled me with lies, and I was foolish and I would always buy. She tells me she hates me, now Im glad when she lets me be. I dont miss miss her beatings at all, I would rather not see her or even call. I always question if I am to blame, for shes never seen fortune or fame. I know I was born by mistake, and I know its me she really hates. I doubt if she went back in time, Id never exist and her would be a nursey rhyme. It kills me to be so rejected, by people who supposedly make you feel loved and protected. Ive thought that if I cant live with pain anymore, I would be walking through heavens door. My fate feels like it was sealed when I was born, like anyone would even mourn. I feel so numb and my heart is empty now, I cant I dont know how. I feel like an orphan whose heart has no home, so I know my heart will always roam. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 252 [topic] => 48 [informant] => tinamarie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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