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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Crazy
[time] => 2003-01-19 14:20:00
[hometext] => I went through a suicied stage and I think that if I hadn't had my poetry I might have acctually done it. I'mnot crazy just so u know. I hope this puts what sucied looks like from the other side of the perspective.
[bodytext] => ***************************************** Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me. I know the pain of the madman; He lives inside of me. I've felt the strength of demons And the weakness of self- preservation. And hope. Hope. Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight? Are they locked away inside of themselves? Are their minds slipping away? Mama hen, mama hen . . . The fox has taken your baby again. Precious minds are a shame to waste Memories are forgotten in haste. I am losing all that is me . . . Yet gaining something entirely different. Something that acts like an animal And speaks like God. Comforts me like a best friend And loves me like its child. I am its child. An innocent brat, ready for its teachings. Ready to do what is told to me. Believing all that is said to me. Taking in all. And living off of my fevered dreams. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 170 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Topsyturveychick [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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