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[sid] => 106819
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Beautiful Suicide
[time] => 2005-09-30 16:59:42
[hometext] => This a poem a wrote during my suicidal stage. But no worries, I'm not suicidal anymore.
[bodytext] => Nothing feels right today My life seems as if its gone astray I don't wanna see tomorrow My life is full of emptiness and sorrow. I don't wanna feel this pain anymore So I go to my room and lock the door Thousands of thoughts race through my mind I just can't take it this time As depression slowly sinks in... The thoughts grow stronger, of committing this sin These secrets that I hold inside.. Are tearing me apart The suffering, I can no longer Hide This is the end, there is no start. It's time to make this pain subside It'll be my Beautiful Suicide. Help me, comfort me please All I want is for my mind to be at ease I sit and begin to write my Good-Bye's A lump forms in my throat, tears gather in my eyes I scribble down a few more "Its not your fault" And "I Love You's" "But Everything that I thought was real, turned out to be Un-true So, I guess this Good-Bye, No need to cry, I know you Disagree... But no worries, soon I'll be happy and free... Sincerely yours, Me." I take the razor blade firmly in my hand And begin to do what I have planned Blood begins to spill from my wrists In a few minutes I will no Longer exist I feel my heart begin to slow, the room becomes dim I feel the pain released from within When morning comes, it'll be to late Little did they know I had so much hate. They'll find my lifeless body, pale and cold And they'll wonder what I held inside, un told They'll all gather to mourn my death, sit in disbelief and cry For what reasons I did this, they'll always wonder why.... They wouldn't understand anyways, even if they tried. I know I've hurt all of you deeply, that I can't deny.. But I'm not sorry that I said, Good-Bye. [comments] => 4 [counter] => 373 [topic] => 13 [informant] => xPixiexDustx [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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