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[aid] => mick
[title] => Ready
[time] => 2005-09-19 21:08:13
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[bodytext] => I'm asking now for your help, I never have before, but I'm in the middle of something I cannot bare on my own. I'm asking for your helping hand, a shoulder I can cry on. Please don't judge me, and please don't let go once you take my hand. I'm trusting you with all of this, I understand if you want to back down, I won't hold it against you. There's no one in this world I have left I can trust, no one I can talk to, and now I'm opening up to you, giving you all I have, all thats left of me, please don't hurt me. My eyes have been tearless, but I think I may be ready, not to face the world, but I want to open up to you. I believe in you, but it's a lot of pressure I'm sure, maybe too much is what I fear. I can't bare to open up, only to be ripped to shreads again. I'm taking my final step into asking for your help, I'm drained from withholding all that there is to me, all that is left. My world is dark, you'll be entering with nothing but a candle, I just don't know if your ready, I won't if your not. For a while I've beared it on my own, slowly killing myself, and those who come to love me. Please don't be like the rest. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 178 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Scarletrayne [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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