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[title] => Careless
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[bodytext] => Frankly, my dear… I’ve come to the point where I could just careless. There’s no passion here, and I’m living in regret. I tease heaven with all my thoughts of suicide. All the angels think I won’t make it through the night. I’m sick of trying, hurting, feeling so alone. Tired of dressing up everyday and seeming like a drone. All these days just mix together, I can’t tell them apart anymore. I fall asleep easy tonight… This has never happened before. Maybe you’re telling me how this tragic story will close. What time is it now, How come no one knows? It’s a bumpy ride to wherever this journey is to. My breaths are so short, faint… and few. It’s those pills, the temptation got the best of me. I thought it’d help me feel like myself, so free. But as I lay here, on my back in this bright room, I see so many faces crowd around and assume… I’m “already gone.” I can scream, but why can’t you hear? This is tearing me up, one of my worst fears. I can’t keep screaming… it’s not helping me now. The angels, they laugh… and they’re laughing so loud. I can hear you mom, yelling for me to come back. But, It’s hard to see you now, it’s all going black. It’s struck me… “I’m dead,” I’ve never been more afraid. I said I wanted to die, but I never meant this way. My vision, it’s all dark now. And the voices, they seem to die. I just can’t believe it, how I didn’t live through tonight. I’m feeling so vulnerable, I can hear or see nothing. I can’t feel my body now, nor the old familiar sting. The blackness is overwhelming me, to point where I’ve given-up all desire. I know now, I won’t ever see you again... because I feel like I’m getting higher. In my heart… I’m screaming for it to be yesterday again. I never would have wished for this, please… don’t ever forget. [comments] => 5 [counter] => 175 [topic] => 32 [informant] => SilentPwn [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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