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[sid] => 105113
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Sometimes...
[time] => 2005-09-05 18:53:02
[hometext] => .Buddy. **Again, i just winged this one.
[bodytext] => Sometimes when im alone I think of everything that's wrong in my life. Sometimes I bleed so much that it scares me. Sometimes I pretent that the cuts dont hurt. And sometimes when everythings a mess i wonder if it's all worth it. Sometimes i look at the sharp things, but turn away. Sometimes i just can't. Somedays i worry about the future. Somedays i dont give a *****. Somedays I love being alive.. And somedays i think of ways to end my life. Somedays i look at all the pretty people and wonder why? Somedays i can't wait to say goodbye. Somenights i dream that im Alright. Somenights I cry myself asleep. And somenights I pretend im in his arms. Somenights i think of leaving this place. Somenights I take all the makeup off my face. One night i wrote a letter to my mom. The next night I promised i'd be gone. I told the one i loved that lived so far away, I'd find a way to be with him no matter what they say. I told him that i'd get on a plane And nothing would ever have to be the same. But that never happened... And i sometimes say what if?... Somedays im glad it didn't. But somenights i wish it did. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Lollypopxcore [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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