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[aid] => mick
[title] => And you ask Why?
[time] => 2005-08-30 03:30:31
[hometext] => I thought i had an answer, I know i don't
[bodytext] => When your love is lost to a sink-hole No hope of feelings returned You seek refuge in another kind of pain And so the search begins. Tis not love but lust, that draws you into their arms, the need to bring turmoil upon your being. The need to disorientate your soul, A distraction is what is sought. But this action is in vain For enduring a night with a perfect stranger And not allowing your true love to surface Leaves you with a sour taste in your mouth. When the morning sun awakes you You refuse to open your eyes Confirmation of your betrayal is too much. Eventually, you open your eyes, And let your gaze rest upon the beds other occupant You watch his chest rise and fall As he breathes heavily in a slumber. All the while, a raging hate consumes you Directed only at yourself Why can’t it be him? Why is it you keep doing this. Is it really making the pain go away. Why is it not working. As you gather your belongings And attempt a silent retreat You promise yourself one thing You swear that he will be the last. As you make this noble pact Reality hits you hard You are more than aware that next time When the pain becomes too much All of this will be a good idea. An ironic smile spreads across your face You feel as though you know this stranger before you If not him, than the many before, and the many to come. Are they not all the same? A strong pain reliever. You ask why do I do this Good question. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 240 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Katie-Kate [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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