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[sid] => 104647
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Lost
[time] => 2005-08-29 22:20:26
[hometext] => What happens when you've cared about someone for so long, but you took so much time, and that the someone moved on without you?
[bodytext] => Should I feel upset, angry, or helpless? Should I have gone for it when I had the chance? What did I do wrong? What didn't I do right? It has to be my fault. As long as she's happy... then I can't complain. But this pain I feel in my heart... it hurts so bad. I guess its true then... nice guys really do finish last. Everyone knows... that I would have done anythng for her... I would have given her everything.... just to keep a smile on her face... even if it doesn't involve me at all. Everything I thought I knew was wrong... everything I thought would never happen.... happened. What do I do now? What can I do now? What should I do now? People are telling me to quit... but i can't. There are three things I never quit on... myself... my friends... my heart. Maybe I should cut the list down to two... but I can't bring myself to do that. I know that she tried to not hurt my feelings... but that's just what she did. Or maybe... she never figured it out... that I really care about her... that would be the worst pain ever. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 22 [informant] => JacobManning [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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