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[sid] => 104593
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Trying to hold on
[time] => 2005-08-29 02:52:13
[hometext] => not my best work,but still has the same meaning behind it
[bodytext] => Damn i am trying to hold on just like you all say, but im growing further apart from everyone day to day. I am trying to fight and not let him break me down, but i look inside my heart and what he did is all that is found. I listen to all you hoping it will get brighter, I try to keep telling my self that i am fighter. But day in and day out i feel so much pain, I feel like a disgrace and all i have is shame. I feel like i did something wrong, like it was me, like im the one ****** up i am the one that dont see. I feel like throwing in the towel and saying my goodbyes, I dont know if i can get up in the morning, i dont think i will rise. Its too much with everything else i have to do, People are all over my **** but yet they have no clue. I am so tired of feeling this worthlessness, I am here to tell it all and confess. I am dead or at least I think I should be, just let me go so from this pain i can be free [comments] => 0 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 48 [informant] => bluebird [notes] => Mod 9 8/29/05 Bleep words Please bleep out the bad words. Thanks. [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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