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[title] => Torn from a journal
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[bodytext] => I thought that if I ever fell in love that was it, there was no one else for me. But that was when I was like eight! But I did, I actually fell in love! And I thought he loved me, or so he said all the time. He started dating someone else and it felt like he was cheating on me, even though I knew we weren't together anymore. I finally tell him I love him and it seems like he don't care anymore. Like I was nothing but a good piece of *** for him. A great accomplishment he could brag to all his friends about. All I keep hearing in my head is,"be careful- he can ruin you with his words!". He did. I have become totally numb. I refuse to let myself get close to anyone anymore. Whether it is family or not! I had so many trust issues with people, especially guys and now it's only worse. I'm tired inside and out. I'm actually tired of being tired. I just want to be me again! I am slowly accepting that we will not be together anymore. I just want to know when the pain goes away? I want to know what's wrong with me?
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Torn from a journal
Contributed by
RainDancer2005
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Wednesday, 24th August 2005 @ 04:57:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
secrets
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I thought that if I ever fell in love that was it, there was no one else for me. But that was when I was like eight! But I did, I actually fell in love! And I thought he loved me, or so he said all the time. He started dating someone else and it felt like he was cheating on me, even though I knew we weren't together anymore. I finally tell him I love him and it seems like he don't care anymore. Like I was nothing but a good piece of *** for him. A great accomplishment he could brag to all his friends about. All I keep hearing in my head is,"be careful- he can ruin you with his words!". He did. I have become totally numb. I refuse to let myself get close to anyone anymore. Whether it is family or not! I had so many trust issues with people, especially guys and now it's only worse. I'm tired inside and out. I'm actually tired of being tired. I just want to be me again! I am slowly accepting that we will not be together anymore. I just want to know when the pain goes away? I want to know what's wrong with me?
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Re: Torn from a journal
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by RainDancer2005 on
Wednesday, 24th August 2005 @ 07:37:31 PM AEST
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Re: Torn from a journal
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by NoangelNohope on
Tuesday, 6th September 2005 @ 07:23:17 PM AEST
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| what scares me the most about this is that it sounds like it could have come from MY head...not that that is bad. i aboslutlely love this piece, and you really put things into perspective for me on what could happen if i were to completely lose the guy that for ME fits to this. thank you =) this was awesome |
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