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Array ( [sid] => 10358 [catid] => 1 [aid] => Mick [title] => Fed Up! [time] => 2003-01-14 07:00:00 [hometext] => Fed up with my inspiration... [bodytext] =>
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Fed up because I feel controlled and manipulated into situations where I turn out being the bad one.

Fed up because I love him and I don't want this held over my head & heart.

Fed up because of feel trapped in a situation in which I sense being coerced into feeling a certain way like guilty for not doing what he wants, or act in a way he feels is acceptable.

Fed up because these actions irritate me and annoy me. It causes me to not want to spend time with him. I see myself calculating ways not to see him sometimes because its more comfortable than just being with him.

Other times, I cannot wait to see him, to hold him, and feel safe in his arms. Everyday, I find myself wanting to talk to him on the phone or the computer. I want to continue the relationship, we often discuss our future and I am in agreement that we DO HAVE a future together. I love it when we talk about future plans. Although, I wonder if we have a future at all when these arguements arise.

He is always caring and considerate of my feelings, but due to our 1-2 days a week to see each other I think he becomes very dependant on seeing me and basically throws a fit if something unforseen happens in leu of our date.

Fed up. I do not know what I want to do. This seems like more of a cry for help than a poem. My inspiration has gone way down since are verbal fighting arguements.

I seek guidance. That's all. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 262 [topic] => 25 [informant] => Love_letters [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
Fed Up!

Contributed by Love_letters on Tuesday, 14th January 2003 @ 07:00:00 AM in AEST
Topic: MiscPoems




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Fed up because I feel controlled and manipulated into situations where I turn out being the bad one.

Fed up because I love him and I don't want this held over my head & heart.

Fed up because of feel trapped in a situation in which I sense being coerced into feeling a certain way like guilty for not doing what he wants, or act in a way he feels is acceptable.

Fed up because these actions irritate me and annoy me. It causes me to not want to spend time with him. I see myself calculating ways not to see him sometimes because its more comfortable than just being with him.

Other times, I cannot wait to see him, to hold him, and feel safe in his arms. Everyday, I find myself wanting to talk to him on the phone or the computer. I want to continue the relationship, we often discuss our future and I am in agreement that we DO HAVE a future together. I love it when we talk about future plans. Although, I wonder if we have a future at all when these arguements arise.

He is always caring and considerate of my feelings, but due to our 1-2 days a week to see each other I think he becomes very dependant on seeing me and basically throws a fit if something unforseen happens in leu of our date.

Fed up. I do not know what I want to do. This seems like more of a cry for help than a poem. My inspiration has gone way down since are verbal fighting arguements.

I seek guidance. That's all.




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Re: Fed Up! (User Rating: 1 )
by OreO on Tuesday, 14th January 2003 @ 08:15:20 AM AEST
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Try sitting down and talking to him and telling him how you fee, communication is always very important in a relationship, tell him that you sometimes put off being with him or spending time with him beause of the way he makes you uncomfortable. I know you must be thinking to yourself that you couldn't hurt him like that and if it does hurt him at least it's a feeling he has that he can share with you, honesty is always the very best way to go about anything you do in life even if it hurts people, because who wants to be fake and/or lie?? i mean after all if you cannot tell the one you love how you feel who can you tell??? One has to be their own person, you cannot live to be or become what he wants for you to be or become in life, that will in turn create feelings deep within you that you do not want my friend, and one last word to you my friend......if he truly loves you...he will not want to change you ...beleive and trust in your heart and soul....you cannot go wrong that way...this is a sad write my friend....but beautifully written...i thank you for finding the strength and courage to share this part of your life....
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