Poems On Site: 198,500+ Comments On Poems: 427,000+ Forum Posts: 105,000+ |
Custom Search
|
|
||||
Welcome ! | Home · FAQ · Topics · Web Links · Your Account · Submit Poetry · Top 30 · OldSite Link | 29-May 17:35:59 AEST | ||
|
||||
|
||||
|
|
Array
(
[sid] => 10318
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => No Title
[time] => 2003-01-13 16:00:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => With infatuation I gave you a pedastol and your own throne
It became obvious of my feelings and they soon were known I always pushed for your affection I loved myself little that I swallowed your rejection We were just and only friends to stay Choked tears I had and a smile to portray I dreamed of being on your arm You showing me off and I'd be your good luck charm I showed you all I had inside of me You were the fruit of the poisonous tree I indulged in your presence But there was a turn in events It slowly killed and left me bare Naked, ashamed, I needed tender loving care I still do because I am not over this You would see this if I gave you one soul kiss Although not conceited I am confidant I have what it takes I would take my life for this and put up the stakes I am not sleeping, I am fully awake Let me cross over natures line from the quake Five years have passed and these feelings still strong You now have a girlfriend, this is so messed up and so wrong I am pregnant and settled with someone I love What did I do, what did I fall short of? We still are best friends and nothing more The stars maybe crossed us and gave me this war I wish earlier you would have cleared your eyes I would have given you passion the night you touched my thigh Remember we cuddled and watched a flick You stumbled across my leg, and I felt your skin grow thick Your hand slowly made its way up my shirt and you began to squeeze me tight My eyes rolled into the back of my head, for my wish came through that night So seductive and aggressive you put yourself full in charge We both knew our friendship would change, this risk was great at large You looked at me one last time before things grew cold That's when I knew I just wasn't your piece of gold I wore my heart on my sleeve I soon left your house and I was in disbelief I got into my car, my tears began to race They came so fast and slipstreamed down my face Even the stop sign told me to end it and carry out just like before I'd close off my emotions to you and to myself this I swore Innocent smiles now look our way What happened that night, under a rug it's just been swept away Then why do I still want you and feel I can't move on Although I'm settled I'm pushing things too far gone I'll just take you for what I can For soon it might be you'll be a married man I don't believe in cheating so I'll have to learn a few things Perhaps my feelings will change when you exchange vows and rings I am happy with a man that I have met I'll soon have his baby, get married, and soon I'll forget What you meant to me all this time And pouring out my heart in this rhyme Hello friend, how are you, let's head out somewhere to eat And over lunch I'll realize that my life is complete I still need you but as my friend for who else could fill your shoes Separate ways we go, and my behavior please excuse For I'm just a silly girl who loved you with all of my heart But now I'll never lose you and we'll never be kept apart I hope your girl makes you happy and gives you everything you need For I am happy with my man, he gives me everything indeed Cheers to a good friend I met in the past one day No longer do I portray a smile, no it's here now everyday. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Vixen99 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
|