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[aid] => mick
[title] => whats going on
[time] => 2005-08-09 20:55:26
[hometext] => she was tearing me apart and i didnt know what to do
[bodytext] => dont know whats goin on, and i didnt even take a toke from the bong. just lost i guess is what it is, and when i ask you say its none of your biz. cant believe the fact that you are gone, hopefully my life wont be put on hold for to long. i am gonna try and continue my life, only once i get over this strife. one day i am on the way, then the next my feelings will stray. its like i am confused out of my mind, but who wouldnt be in such a tuff bind. some people say i'm depressed, others say get over it, and i say well i may not be depressed, but i feel like *****. the doc gave me some pills to take, but i really dont want to for goodness sake. some say do it just to move on, i dont think i need to because i'm strong. i will do whatever i have to be normal again, that means that i have to have a new life to begin. i am not sayin that i am giving up at all, i just need to pick my self up from this great big fall. i feel depressed thats for sure, and i have no idea what might be the cure. i know i didnt lose as much as her, but i lost someone that i care just as much for and thats for sure. one day she will know how much i hurt on the inside, and i think its mainly because of all the lies. even after all that has been done, i could trust her still like no other one. she doesnt trust me and i still wonder why, i think its from when i made her feel like she was gonna die. i have said it before and i will say it again, if there was anything i could do it would change how our life together would begin. i dont know why i chose the other girl, at the time i think it was to just take a whirl. but the whole time i was with her and this is no lie, why did i choose this life, oh why? why did i choose to be with this...thing, being with you is just a thought that makes me want to sing. i wanted to go back to her and make things right, only i was to afraid that we would never be tight. so hopefully you know some more things about the story, maybe we can get back together, even after all of this gore. sonja i love you so much, with all my heart and soul, one day i hope we can sit at a table and eat from the same bowl [comments] => 3 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 24 [informant] => 68birdls1 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LoveRemembered )
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