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[aid] => mick
[title] => Love Again
[time] => 2005-08-07 02:59:16
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[bodytext] => How come I loved you? How come I cared? How come I trusted you? Why did I believe you? Why was I so blind? Why did you have to hurt me? I told you all my worries and my fears You promised you wouldn’t hurt me like everyone else You told me you were different and I believed you So why was I so naïve to have fell for it? How did I get sucked into your trap? How many lies have you told me? How many promises have been broken? I can no longer look at the stars without shedding a tear Because under those same stars you kissed me, and stared into my eyes Under those same stars you told me you loved me I don’t know why I still care I don’t know why I still cry But I do I wish I knew the truth about everything I wish I knew how you truly felt I wish that things weren’t home they are now I said some horrible things Those things were said out of anger and frustration I didn’t mean it when I said I hated you I was just so angry from all the pain you caused me You broke my heart when I heard you never wanted me It made me remember back to my last broken heart When I heard that, so many memories flashed back to me All the painful ones… You said you would never hurt me You said you didn’t want to lose me You said all this the night at the park But did you mean it? Or were those just more lies? I never did anything but be there for you To care for you and love you I had my doubts, but I pushed them aside cause I thought it could work But I guess I was the only one! Now I’m stuck here Going thru a roller coaster of happiness and emotions Up and down, never knowing what’s around the next turn I’m just really tired of the pain I’m tired of the tears Laying in bed at nite alone, crying myself to sleep Remembering the memories, used to bring me smiles, now they only bring pain and sadness Every time I pass Coyote Hills Every time I see a bag of skittles Every time I drive down Niles Canyon Or pass by your street All these constant reminders of you and the things we shared I don’t know about you, But I meant it when I said I loved you I regret saying I hated you Yes, I’m angry with you But I couldn’t hate you I don’t expect to hear back from you and that’s okay I just wanted to say thank you Thank you for making me realize I CAN love again Thank you for making me see life is about risks Just sometimes we get hurt along the way, which in the end will only make us stronger But in the end….I will love again!! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 22 [informant] => fastpitchqt [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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