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[sid] => 101668
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => FeAr
[time] => 2005-07-19 21:56:01
[hometext] => i am so afraid i will lose my new love,
[bodytext] => I do not want to lose you now that i have found you the fear dwells deep inside me its locked away, it haunts me I wander when you'll walk out or when "we" will fade away you look so deep inmy eyes assuring me i have no reason to cry but i've been here before, and won't be able to heal anymore The fear is still there I fear your only here to hurt me so much i don't see how you complete me I fear you don't love me, its only a game i know i should be ashamed of my fear i fear all the things others have done not seeing you are the one all the pain love has put me through I fear the worst from you so i'm trying really hard not to play that damn old fear cardqw [comments] => 2 [counter] => 165 [topic] => 61 [informant] => brokenwings [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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