Poems On Site: 198,500+ Comments On Poems: 427,000+ Forum Posts: 105,000+ |
Custom Search
|
|
||||
Welcome ! | Home · FAQ · Topics · Web Links · Your Account · Submit Poetry · Top 30 · OldSite Link | 01-June 11:41:48 AEST | ||
|
||||
|
||||
|
|
Array
(
[sid] => 100808
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Im not sorry for you this time
[time] => 2005-07-10 22:06:40
[hometext] => im mad at myself. I need to change.
[bodytext] => I guess im just scared scared to admit that im not strong enough. Strong enough to look you in the eyes and spill my heart out or die. youve been so honest and i've been so cruel. youd try to help and id turn away. you would reach out and like a smack in the face id turn my back. sticking to my selfish hurtful ways id make the wrongest biggest decisions that have left me cold for days. im insecure and scared i dont know what im doing. i know im not good enough you know your not forgiving. im not sorry for you i refuse to get on these weak knees and beg for sweet mercy and apologize. im only sorry for myself and the way i have ever felt about you. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 164 [topic] => 50 [informant] => miss_erika [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => ApologyPoetry )
|