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[sid] => 1006
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Fault
[time] => 2002-07-23 13:19:52
[hometext] => Sometimes I become randomly depressed... this was one of my moments where it seemed like all of the things that were wrong in my life were my fault (Hence the name)
[bodytext] => It's so dark.
Not a beam of light is showing. I long for that light. The light that used to shine upon me. The light that kept me going. It's been a long time since I stepped outside. Sheltered within myself. My own world of shame. Can I break through these walls? The walls that have thickened over the years. Can I find the strength to let myself free from the prison that I created? I've been blaming it on everyone else, but now the truth I can see, that it wasn't because of you, it was because of me. It's my fault. My fault that the light went away. My fault that I'm alone. My fault that I'm trapped. My fault that everyone left me. All my fault. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Diastro [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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