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[sid] => 100592
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Old Friend
[time] => 2005-07-08 18:05:39
[hometext] => hey, please comment on whether i should e-mail my friend or not. I know, I start out bitter, but I kinda let it go. I have no idea what to do, so some help would be appreciated. Maybe she's mature enough to forgive, and maybe not.
[bodytext] => I guess we grew apart, but what right is yours to rip away my heart and steal our mutual friend To turn them all against me to make me feel alone when will i be free of this empty feeling? I want to cry in class, wish to get away can't wait until at last I got to a different school Get away from the scars Of my little pondered past I wish upon the stars that id feel good again Although i don't want to be with you again, you know not how you haunt, how i wish it all were well I guess Im just no good at being someone's friend, Maybe I even could Have worked harder. I miss you but I don't, Want you, but no way. hope and that you won't aknowledge me again I am almost over it, I harbor no more resent, But i can't yet forget the bad times that we shared The times I cried in school All alone and sad The times I looked uncool because you made me so. I somehow wish I could, patch up a bit, at least, hope maybe you would, recieve an e-mail from me. Perhaps it's wishful thinking, but maybe now your gone I forget what I was thinking, when I broke off with you Perhaps some day we could just talk at the mall, Perhaps one day you would, forgive me for it all. I don't know if i like you, but maybe we could be passing friends or so, if you bumped into me. I wonder what would happen if I e-mailed you just once I wounder if you'd be mad, of yell at me. I wonder if you'd let the bygones be bygone wonder if you'd get the big picture of life I once dreamed we had respect For eachother, and were nice I wonder what to expect if I were to contact you. I really think wan't to, But I don't know I should. it's been only 4 months, but then, that's alot. Should i? maybe I will, maybe I won't [comments] => 3 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 16 [informant] => aplsdka [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 11 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FriendshipPoetry )
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