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[aid] => mick
[title] => All I Could Think About
[time] => 2005-07-06 01:46:04
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[bodytext] => Want to know something? I cared for many months. I worried for many weeks. I cried for many days. And I couldn't sleep for many hours. All I could think about was you. Your feelings about yourself worried me. God, it affected me in so many ways. It changed the way I thought too! All I could think about was you. Nothing more to think about. My feelings for you had raised to much You never even knew how I felt. How much I had cried. How much I had worried. How tired I was. I never wanted to lose any trust I had. Any trust that could bring me now to where I am. And all I could cry about or worry about was you. I honestly can't take anymore pain. My cries only bring me to the cold place that I am in now. And now, that may never change. I just wanted you to know, how much I cared, how much I worried, how many times a night I would wake up all alone. I didn't care about you because I liked you, I cared about you because you were a friend, quite the good one from what I saw. Then, it just kind of ended. Like that. So, I gave up. I don't care whether you're interested in me or not, I don't matter, I can't do anything right. It's NOT NEW to me. I just wanted to know every second whether you were alright or not. You never knew that all I could think about was you. So, here I am confessing it. And you can have the picture back... Just as soon as I find it. I'll burn it for you and give you the ashes. You can keep your paper face in a glass jar that's in shape of a tear. Then I can drown you in my own ashes and tears. Maybe then, you'll know how I felt for all those months.. All those months worrying and crying. All those months thinking of you. The End [comments] => 0 [counter] => 226 [topic] => 21 [informant] => xFaLLeNxFaRiex [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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