Ok, so I changed my mind and decided to give this
a shot. Had a lot of pent up stuff I figured why not write it all down and get
it out there. The pain has been here for the past few days. Getting really tired
of it hanging around pulling on my spirit. If the stupid doctors weren't such
jerks I could have all this taken care of by now. My biggest fear is that the
marks on my face are now permanent. They say they will go away as soon as I discontinue
the heat but I am just not sure they are correct. The girls are patiently awaiting
the next installment of the story from my dearest friend Terry. Got to speak to
him in the room yesterday and that was a delight. Wish the miles between us weren't
quite so many. I do worry about him though. With his mother's health it has to
be weighing on him deeply. So I shall continue to send out prayers. Weather here
is still driving me crazy. Visitors to our dear state must think we never ever
get rain. Which in the case of this particular summer..would be correct. Townsfolk
are starting to wonder if it would pay to pave the dried up river bed and convert
it to a highway. HA! Doesn't seem to be anything 'good' in the news these days
either. Would be nice to just wake up some morning with no pain, turn on the television
and see some wonderful news, and have it raining outside. Wishful thinking I suppose..but
it could happen! hmmm well anyhow...I seem to be rambling again LOL!! So I am
gonna just stop with this one for now..maybe write again later or something..who
knows...