I got up early thinking of those events that took place on September 11, 2001. I had a write in my head, but just not sure what yet. I decided to just ret up the place, care for the cat, get breakfast, and sit outside the cool summer/fall morning on this Sunday, and write. Dang if my cat just decides he isn't going to just sit today!! I really don't like to be interrupted during my thoughts to write, but my feline had other plans!! About an hour later, with my cat in hand too, I fnally finished my 911 reflections. I sent out my write to friends and then online the site. I then tanned for about an hour, got lunch after that, then went for a 6mile endurance walk, and just got back. Felt good today, Im feeling somewhat better now, since my medical problem has finally been addressed. so now I can work with it and then just deal with it too. I miss my online chats with Jenni K. and some writes to Terri too. but with an ex friend really hurting me now, home and at work, I have to be very wary and for those who do decide to view this part of my journal. I ask in sincerity to pray for me and also a very close male friend of mine, Mike. My ex. female friend has caused some major havoc, but just not quite enough to get the law to catch her. So I pray for the darkness to be lifted from Mike and myself, so we can move along and hope My ex friend can be caught in her acts and put away to get help. Such sad thoughts on that later part, but at least I can say, that My grandfather who is 93 came home from the Hospital, but I know its only to die. But he is such a happy go lucky soul, Grampy is, I know he endures such pain, but so with out the complaints. How we can learn so much from him, and I have. I love him so, and my grandmother too. I wish to see them both before they go, but sometimes, its not always in my ways to do so. I sometimes survive on two bucks for two weeks, stretch the food and wait for the paycheck,and pray you don't have any sudden financial problems!! Anyways, my day is almost done. I ate supper now,a nd waiting on my dessert, which will be icecream, and sit outside with my feline baby boy, and just relax. then it will be off to bed. 3am will come early on work days, so it seems.
I am grateful for this day and all, even in those I have bad days. Thank You Lord for all I have and pray have a stable mind and heart to deal with my ex friend. Even though its 8am in Australia time, I am writing this in my United STates time of 6:30pm!!! EST
Last updated on 09-15-2002 @ 11:43 am
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