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[aid] => mick
[title] => Admit
[time] => 2005-07-01 15:25:51
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[bodytext] => Admit
I admit that I am not perfect
I admit that I am so sad
I think that you can see this too
I know you feel so bad
There’s nothing you can do
With all this time at hand
You know that you can’t save me
And that just makes you mad
I feel that death is the only way out
To get out of this cold cruel life
And I admit that this is true
So why not stroke the knife?
I admit that I’ve been waiting
To maybe then be found
But it never happened
My world turned up-side down
I admit that I am mean
I admit that I am blue
But this is more than sadness
I’m calling out to you
When I finally scream your name
I know that you’re not there
I know that you are somewhere else
This pain, I cannot bear
So maybe if I died
then you would know
that this is not a joke
And this is how I feel
I admit I feel confused
With all the things you’ve done
First you say you like me
You say I’m number one
Then you just walk off
And leave me sit alone
And then you smile with joy
Because I’m not around
I admit that you were there
When I went through some hard times
But then you left me forgotten
So now, I’m through with your lies
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