Your Poetry Dot Com - i can't stand it

i can't stand this shit anymore,
this town is really fucked up.
why do i have to live it a rich, snotty town that revolves around money.
i am just trailer trash, with no money, and no life.
so trying to fit in, in this shitty ass town is so fucking hard.
i get played alot and lied to,
by all my so called "friends".
i used to trust them but now i have given up.
i was hurt before in my shitty ass past.
i can't stand to relive it.
the guy was the worlds biggest jack ass.
so now i have come to this choice;
to end my fucking life or not?
what should i choose,
to burden my friends or to lose.
i don't give a fuck anymore, i really don't care.
so i will leave you with this;
my arms show how stressed out i am,
my ankles too.
and i am still debating the choice and that may be soon.

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