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I go to you of my own free will
I stand before your door, head meekly lowered
Softly I knock before lacing my hands together
With abided breath, I stand awaiting you
Slowly the door opens and my master comes to light
The look you bestow upon me makes me want to die
But I steel myself and drop down to my knees
I beg of you to please forgive me
Ever so gentle you pull me up and inside
Not a word you have said to me
Behind you the door you close and lock
Forever trapping me within
Your thoughts are on overdrive
Wondering just what to do with a girl like me
Always disobeying, never trusting or giving in
My spirit you must find a way to break
Without warning, no utterance of a sound
Your hand smoothly connects with the side of my face
Unprepared and caught off guard
To the ground I fall
Your words finally come as you belittle my every move
You map out your disappointment and anger toward me
You tell me of the punishment I have coming
You call me names and more
I begin to think this was a bad idea
As you grab me by my hair and pull me to your room
You toss me upon the bed face down
My arms you tie to the bedposts
A gag you place in my mouth
My breathing races as fear sets in
My clothes you tear and rip off
Leaving me naked and shivering
I hear you pull off your belt
Feel it rub against my skin
Than the strike of leather against flesh
Again and again, my screams muffled
I twist and thrash about, but cannot escape
About the time I think I can take no more you stop
Gently you trace your fingers along each welt
My tears freely flowing down my cheeks
At first so cruel and uncaring, now so very gentle
You untie my hands and pull me into your arms
I curl up my body now safe against your chest
Your hands and words so soothing
This is where I truly belong

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