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[sid] => 82446
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[aid] => mick
[title] => my exsistance
[time] => 2005-02-01 08:41:58
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I'm your puppet
Jumping at your every fancy
Trying to please you
I've become a monster
Who's forgotten what she lived for
I look at my wall
and see the black balloons
Knowing that was the last time
I ever really knew myself
I reach up with a pin to pop
every last one of them
They were my last link to sanity
those small deflatting balloons
resembled my exsistance
small and deflatting
when they popped
my world was taken over
by the monster I'vr let u make me
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[informant] => shattereddaydreams
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[alanguage] => english
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[score] => 5
[ratings] => 1
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