Your Poetry Dot Com - Im falling... should i let go?

im falling
but not quite yet to the bottom
should i let go
i cant let him hurt me
i cant take the aggravation any more!
no more broken hearts!
no more wounds that wont heal!
i cant do it anymore
i cant fall for him
if he hurts me
oh if he hurts me...
no more
No More
No MoRe
nO mOrE
NO MORE!!!!!!!
i have to break out of this skin
i cant do this
i just cant do this
but i dont want to hurt him
no one has ever treated me like this
giving me whatever i want
although i try to return the favor
carrying my things
keeping my mood high
just
dare i say it
loving me
NO!
i cant
i just cant
not again
not again
my emotions are out of control
im always flirting with others when hes not around
trying to tame my emotions
you know
but i cant
why cant i tame my emotions?
WHY?
its not fair
not fair at all
but maybe if i take this oppurtunity...
no
i cant
i think i should let go
but i cant do that either
im so weak
so so weak

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